He left home every morning
a stranger in crisp fatigues blousing
over boots polished like glass.
Hugs wrinkled ruin into his day’s fresh start.
Stepping on his shine was not allowed.
Mom’s perfunctory kiss -- necessarily chaste --
religiously kept
his starched uniform in shape.
Anything warmer might
mess him up or make him late.
I dreaded the interval between
his homecoming and the symbolic
shedding of his soiled shirt. But the saving
scent of his thin, soft undershirt
proved him safely familiar
and mine once again.
My messy need for contact
shed my shyness faster than
his race to bust open the brass
buckle on his olive drab belt,
loosen the top button on his pants,
and lay his scuffed boots aside.
All in one motion
he relaxed against the couch,
offered his arm for a step, hoisted
me onto his shoulders and proffered
his black pocket comb.
I welcomed the whisker burn
on my legs dangling tangled
around his neck.
His hair had enough
pomade left to stay put
in exotic or comic styles
I slowly groomed in,
and combed quickly out.
By the time rhythmic purring
came from his sagging
throat and heavy head --
tyranny returned.
I scolded him to wake up,
to straighten his neck
so I could put the final flourish
on the glistening masterpiece.
His black curls became
a conduit translating love
through hungry,
interpretive hands.
a conduit translating love
through hungry,
interpretive hands.