I was wondering about many things last night. How many times have friendships, relationships been wounded because of the 'what you think you heard isn't what I thought I said' merry go round.
Wednesday my friend would have come over and most likely I wouldn't have been here. Then when I was waiting and waiting for her thursday, she would have stayed home hurting from the day before and frustration would be growing on both sides.
Today, after it warms up a bit, I'm going to go out to the river and be still. Not even try to sort out anything confusing. Looking ahead instead of looking back to try and understand is best. There are some things that just can't be understood maybe? What I can do is face the future with more tools, more practice, more skill, more knowledge, more being filled with the Spirit's counsel and help.
Like the main character was advised in 'Stranger Than Fiction', "don't do anything, just let the plot catch up with you."